The Better Man

Good girls follow their parent’s advice. Good girls go to church every Sunday. Good girls wait until prince charming comes along and extends his hand until they dance. Good girls wait patiently for a good guy, and when they get married. The good couple experiences sex for the first time, together. The problem is that I am feeling lust for my good man's best friend. The problem is that he is married; another problem, he's my fiance's best friend. And an even bigger problem is that I am turned on by the idea of wanting to take him, the better man, before my wedding night. I've been a good girl my whole life. Won't God forgive me for this one sin?